Hello world 
you will forget  everything happens i gave you 
my time
my kindness
to the girl i love the most from my bottom of my heart
i stole your heart 
you stole my first hug 
my happiness
you have become a part  and finally my life
but reality is 
i will be forgotten 
I learned a  long time ago you don't need to reveal everything 
inside of you
Pains, happiness, anxiety problems 
the people around you they will judge you 
but what point of that matters 
when i will  no longer remain
When i look at you 
i questioned my existence 
ritual of the world
have to be together when hearts meets 
Used to of each other
then suddenly reality comes
Heard one beautiful para there is no such thing exist as bad people
we are all just people who
sometimes do bad things
my desperate desires 
to avoid pain
and
discomfort 
Led to me feeling the worst thing and discomfort 
of my life
Trapped like a butterfly
in the web
feeling suffocation
I want to tell you 
you are my favourite person 
i felt him laugh
made me smile 
i cannot promise
i will not hurt you 
but i am sure and swear
i will love you 
until the day 
i die 
Death? 
Again?
Laughed with tears
there is a thing
about pain
It demand to be felt
I took a sip of tea
below my mind 
if we can blow the tea
We can stop the negativity
really
it is so exhausting pretending 
to be hate you
love 
what a beautiful word and world inside it
to the extent that should be used more often
Someone asked me 
who made you afraid of an open world 
an open sky
A beautiful group of stars sparkling
wants to say something 
i looked
into the eyes deeply 
the one is saying 
who does not be
I learned 
wherever you are and whatever you do 
stick to become successful  
Totally immerse in whatever you are experiencing 
your present circumstances does not define you
the only matter thing is your departure point what is a success  
At which it lies
On the tree 
On ourselves or 
In someone's heart

Or 
To live in freedom 
To go forward 
To love your family 
To make something of your life 
To never give up
To never quit 
Success 
These words
What lies on paper