Leaving me was okay
People leave me all the time
I am used to it
What hurts like hell is 
when you made me feel so much special yesterday and then make me feel so unwanted today
When a girl cries
It is not usually over one thing
It is built up anger and emotions that she is been holding in for too long
I notice everything but I keep my mouth shut
My heart is so tired 
I know I have Friends but I feel like I have no one to talk to about the emotions that goes on in my head
Do you ever listen to a song and remember exactly what life was like when you first heard it
I just want to go somewhere where nobody knows my name
Getting used to of listening songs day by day
Sometimes it is not the song that make you emotional 
It is the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it
People usually say that god removes people from your life because he heard the conversation that you did not 
Sometimes life does not give you what you want
Not because you don't deserve it
But because you deserve much more
When something is gone
Something better is coming
You can not be strong all the time
Sometimes you just need to be alone and let yours tears come out
Let your pain come out
It will relieve you
You will get strength
You will get new thoughts
Fighting new challenges 
Again exhausted
Again crying
Again up 
I love sleeping more these days 
Dreams are better than reality
Just want to sleep in my mother lap
Want to get peace 
Want to cry
Want to feel 
How can I tell myself 
If they are not ready to understand your situation
Don't force them
Let it go 
Let it leave 
Let it happen 
Nothing in this world is promised 
Or meant to be yours 
But thoughts haunts me everyday
Will anyone love me the way I am
Will the loneliness in my heart be filled
Will the way I love ever be enough
Phantom memories of my past
Fade in and out 
Like stars on a cloudy night
The harder I try to see
The more I lose sight
Without direction 
I wander
Without the moon
I am lost
I am exhausted 
I am craving