One day you will realise how much I cared
One day you will know how much I love you 
Sometimes I thinks
Am I so hard to leave 
Feeling of lost
I lost something
I never had
Yet it hurts, just as feel
When trust is broken
Sorry means nothing
It feels like empty 
Meeting you
Will never be my regret
Tolerating the ways 
You hurt me always will be
No cry
No tear
But heavy heart 
Over thinking and fear of lost you
As you are here with me 
That is how I am living nowadays
I only sleep to dream of forever 
With you
And in it also I fear
Of not coming of you in my dreams 
learn a lesson
but not 
the way they leave 
tells you everything 
why don't you go from my senses 
why my eyes cry for you why they want to see you just go 
the way it hurt
it is tormenting 
don't come ever to see my condition 
your Hazel Beautiful eyes will cry 
I will curse myself at that time 
I will not be able to wipe those precious tears
Why I love you so much yeah that is the question you always asked me 
and 
my answer always remain same 
till now 
I Love The Way You breath 
I love the way you exist
I love the way you smile just because 
I want
you are the oxygen for me to survive 
maybe 
that is the reason
you left me helpless because
you know 
I will not be able to live without you 
you are like Butterfly 
who only stay for a while Oh Butterfly 
sometimes it is not the butterfly 
that tell you 
you are in love 
but the pain 
honest feelings and bad timing 
make the most painful combination 
Perhaps I  wanted to fight for me 
the way I have for you 
my friends told me 
about you
she is changed 
you can see it in her eyes feel it in her touch 
hear it in her words
She is not the same 
And she will not come back
And life went on
It was not the same 
But it went on
After realising my condition
My friends told 
You deserve someone 
Who brings peace to your chaos 
And love you infinity

How could I told them
You are my piece 
The cure to my diseases 
The smile of remedy I want
She is the  flower
But she is also the rain