Isn't it heartbreaking when you see someone very close to your heart drifting away?  Isn't it difficult to let him go? 

All the good memories will comeback to you as a flashback , thinking of which put a smile on your face. We stop ourselves by saying that it's because of you all this is happening and that person must have his own reasons to go. We try our best to resolve that matter but fails to do so. 

From sharing chocolates in the birthdays to sharing family problems with him, we became best friends. This is how the friendship starts. But what can we do someone doesn't want to stay with us by stating that 'You have become boring' ,not loving the one who You actually were .Its painful hearing that from that person who loved your that side one day and now he is a changed person. It will be difficult for you to start again , to share your thoughts to someone, again, to share your darkest secret and say 'don't tell it to anyone', again.Everynight you get a nightmare seeing him going away and you trying your level best to stop but couldn't. It feels horrible, and most haunting thought one could ever have to see his crime partner going somewhere, fading somewhere. But believe me, you will survive. 

We try to make ourselves normal and act as if nothing happened and you can let him go. Not easily but definitely one day. If someone doesn't want to stay we cannot force him/ her to stay in our lives. One or the other day he will feel caged and want to be free from you. So, it is better for us to leave them in their state. Their changed behaviour might bother you but trust me ,you will survive. 

One day ,you will wake up with no such thoughts that you lost one friend and you're left alone in your world. You will surely overcome from the person but not with the person you have in your memories, in your heart. You have kept them in a seperate corner in your heart because they were important to you one day and they mattered a lot to you.You will take time to heal but  surely one day you will win this race from yourself and become that fabulous You. You will survive this.