Greetings all!

I am glad to welcome you another blog of mine that is going to brief out a bit about my personal life. True stories are always boring, however I tried to make it interesting for you. Hope you will enjoy it.

It was about a few years ago when I joined a engineering college as a very studious and obedient girl who never found time for romance. Unexpectedly on the second day of my college I bumped into a handsome boy in my class who seemed to be the perfect match for my figure. I was almost frozen for a second that I couldn’t take my eyes of him. It was like a love at first sight with the feelings of butterflies in my stomach.

I started living a life with him, marrying him and having kids with him in my imagination. Days passed by and my love for this handsome man was increasing day by day. Gradually my face started to glow out of happiness and one sided love that I never confessed.

My first semester was over and on the second semester this same handsome man approached me and confessed his love for me. I was totally blushed and couldn’t control my feelings and expression. Getting a love proposal from your crush is one of the best feelings in the world and I had experienced it personally. However, as mentioned in my introduction, i was very studious and obedient. Due to my ideal nature, I was not ready to upset my parents and get into a relationship. 
 

Thus I denied that proposal unwillingly and asked him not to approach me again as I don’t want to disappoint my parents. But this handsome man was too innocent to accept a rejection. He still loved me silently. Even though, I denied his proposal I secretly enjoyed the way he loved and admired me. He brought me chocolates for his birthday and gifted me presents for my birthday. He used to give me a cute smile whenever he catches me sighting him secretly. He even wrote a feedback letter for me where he mentioned that he liked my childish behavior and my smile. He even mentioned that I always sleep during theory classes. These memories would always give me butterflies in stomach. This continued for three years.

But even after repeated romantic scenes, there was no change in my decision and slowly i realized that he was losing his faith in winning over me. His efforts in looking out for me reduced gradually. I even noticed that I was no more like a special treasure to him. I realized my mistake and I blamed myself for letting him wait too long. His distance bothered me much that I decided to express my feelings and apologize for making him wait.

I gathered some of my friends and asked them to give me good ideas to approach him and to win over him. And my friends were on a mission to follow him closely and  find the perfect timing for a perfect beginning.But during our research, we came to know about two facts that were hidden from our eyes.

The first truth was that this handsome found another love for him an year ago. This truth really tore me into pieces that I couldn’t control my tears and I was crying continuously for three full days to recover from this heart break. The second truth was that he was not an innocent man, but a drug addict who was frequently absent from class due to his hangover. This second truth was the only thing that convinced me and took me back from the heartbreak. Now almost seven years have passed by and still my butterflies for him are healthy and active.

This handsome man seems to be the only man that i truly loved and yearned to live with and he is no more mine. If you are a good reader, now you might wonder about the title of my blog. 

Yes, you are correct. My encounter with true love was not a happy one!!!.