hello guys 

I Ayushi , i am just 18 years old girl . I saw about candle monk on instagram so this is my first blog . My real life story .

The cover picture is of my mom and dad . On 24th may 2021 i lost my dad and now me and mom are left alone . We don’t even have any home or do not have any money for surviving. All we had was my father . but that’s okay we have to live for him . 

At the very young age , i lost the man who i admired the most in my life . Before the death of my father , my family was beyond blessed because this special , brave hearted man rose up. 

I know i could not even work two jobs at a time let alone four . I have learned so many things from my dad just from the stories he has told me . Not just how he got through the tough times but how they helped him to become what he was . As my dad looks back on his life i think he is glad that his dad did leave when he did , sure it hurt a lot back than but it made him into one hell of a man and i am glad ! 

My father always used to say that when you die if you have got five real friends then you have had a great life .

there is an indescribable amount of grief after losing a father . Losing a father often means losing a protector , a guiding hand ,a superhero .but focusing on all the incredible memories i shared and the amazing man he was can help bring light into my darker days . 

“ My appreciation for my father’s greatness can not be measured . Everything i do in my life i do to make my mumma and daddy proud . I want to carry on my dad’s footsteps and make sure that his legacy lives on forever . The loss of my father will always sting but now everything i do is in honour of him and celebrates his life  . 

I wanted to say a poem for my father ❤️. 

A great soul serves everyone 

all the time . 

A great soul never dies . 

It brings us together again and again .

there is a special kind of felling 

when i think about my dad

it is a pleasure to remember 

all the happy times we have had

there is a special kind of caring 

that is meant for you alone 

there is a place somewhere 

within my heart 

that only my dad can own . 

Missing you always daddy 💔.

I love you 💕

I can not say and i will not say that he is dead , he is just away with a cherry smile and a wave of hand . He has wandered into an unknown land and left us dreaming how very fair its needs must be since he lingers there . 

“I often feel that when someone passses you now have an angel you can call by name "

something that is loved is never lost . What we have once enjoyed we can never lose all that we love deeply becomes a part of us .

as everyone like to belieeve that their father is different so do i . This conviction is not merely based on the love i have for him but also because of his personality .my  father owns a business and was quite disciplined in all aspects of life . 🌍

he is the one who taught me to always practice discipline no matter what work i do . Most importantly he had a jovial nature and always makes my mother laugh with his silly antics .i completely adore this silly side of him when is with his loved ones . He tries his best to fullfill all our wishes but also maintain the strictness when the need arises . 

One of the best things i love about my father was that he had always kept a very safe and open home environment . For instance , my sibilings and i can talk about anything with him without the fear of being scolded or judged . This had helped us not to lie which i have often noticed with my friends . 

In addition my father has an undying love for animals which makes him very sympathetic towards them . He practices his religion devotedly and was very charitable too i have never seen my father misbehave with his elders in my entire life which makes me want to me like him even more . I can proudly say that it was my father who has been my source of inspiration from day one . In other words his perspective and personality together have shaped me as a person . Similarily he had a great impact on the world as well in his own little ways . My father had taught me the meaning of love in the form of a rose he gifts to my mother daily without fail . This  consistency and affection encourage all of us to treat them the same way !!!!!!!!! 

To sum it up , i believe that my father has it all what it takes to be called a real life superhero . The way he manages things professionally and personally i leaves me  mesmerised every time no matter how tough the times got i watched my father becoke tougher i certainly aspire to become like my father.  if i could jusy inherit 10 percent of what he was i believe my life will be sorted .

I miss you daddy hope you happy looking at me !💕

Thank you soo much

hope you guys are fine

stay safe / take care