Hey,
Hope you are doing good. Well, things have been fine for me as well. I am not that crybaby anymore. Thanks to you, now I'm just strong enough to face problems alone.
I'm not quite sure about what happened between us. Thinking of it, we never did anything wrong. Neither you nor I. Things were going just fine. You were there for me in my sleepless nights just a phone call away. And I was always glad that you enjoyed your life as much as you loved me.
Its been 2 years already. But I still think of you sometimes. Don't get the wrong idea. You know right, we were not that clingy couples in the first place. You never tried to meddle in my life, so am I. We never depended on each other. So it was pretty easy for me to let you go. Okay, I admit. It was quite a mess at that time. I couldn't sleep for months. Weeping all night. But I never told anyone about us. I managed it alone. Thats why I told you that I'm a lot more stronger than before.
When you actually left me, I felt like loosing a best friend. That is how you were to me. You never tried to have control in my life. You never said βNOβ to me. You loved me for who I am. You loved my flaws. You respected my choices and decisions. You never neglected my advices. But things haven't worked out the way we planned. But believe me, when I tell you that you made a part of my life beautiful.
I know its pointless to tell you all this after these many years. Recently, I met this guy. I don't know why I felt this way but you two are alike. The way you think, the way you live your live, the way you treated me. Everything seems same. At first, I thought I won't be able to fall in love once again. I was scared. Scared of loosing someone close to my heart. I gave it a thought a million times. But I really wanted to overcome my fears. So I gave it a chance. Finally I had the courage to fall in love one more time.
I wanted to let you know that , I never regretted for having you in my life. I was happy with you. Always. And I'm so grateful to you for the love and care, for giving me the shoulder to lean on and for giving me the bestest days of my life. I hope you'll find someone who will embrace you as if there is no one else in this world. I hope you'll find happiness once again.