PART - I
There's a pain in my chest
speaking of my distress,
Feels like l'm missing a train
where do I want to run away,
Maybe some where I can breathe in peace,
don't have to think about my pace or speed.
Is this what you call anxiety?
Physically on a sofa, mentally skipping every heartbeat
Well, I need some air
Each minute I'm getting short of breath
Someone come ease my pain
Oh no wait, maybe you'll make my heart run more insane
No wait I'm okay on my own
guess I made myself comfortable with this alone
Sorry I made this pain in my chest, blocking my veins, making it hard to breathe, hard to live, talk of this day
Let's just pray you too experience this pain so that we can both die away happily in vain
toodles♡
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PART - II
It took me soo long to look up and fix my eyes on the sparkling stars
wondering why didn't I do it when life threw me apart
It all looked good from the start
never thought it would go this far
I was happy all along
enjoying the ride,
trusting my soul, going way too far
guess what, it wasn't meant to last
still elated that I chose this path
maybe it will lead me to a better start
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PART - III
Always feared that it would end this way
still terrified that it has become a reality now
I can't sleep
I can't eat
cause this is not what i imagined it to be
I feared it to my life
I feared it to my death
Tell me its not true
Tell me its all false
Do it fast, before I run out of breath
Tell me fast that its just in my ear
the voices of my failure
still not able to beleive, that my destiny was setting this up all for me
My eyes ran out of the water which maintained its glory
but the disbelief that my body is going through still remains
I fear that bed now
I fear those tears
that now if they showed their existence
their presence would mark the end of my existence
That bed which gave me comfort
now gifts me thorns
thorns capable to bleed me to death
A slow death
A death which I feared
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[ THE END ]
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[ Hey! This is my first attempt at poetry :) Do let me know what it translates to you ]
