"Hello all…..   Stunned Reading my Caption? Candlemonk -A new light in my life,,,,…… Are you all surprised to read how can Candle monk became my friend? I'll tell you. Lets get into it.

In the world full of fake and dynamic people with immortal personalities, I found something really  interesting where I can share my opinions, my views and same time get my queries resolved through a stranger with ‘n’ number of solutions and the most amazing thing is we can earn income(self benefits) by this. What else can be much amazed than this.  I'm very much happy to find a platform where I can learn more and gain much knowledge at the same time can express my views, my thoughts openly. It seems very interesting to find such positive platform, It builds a lot of positivity within me. Firstly, I would like to thank my friend Ramola Varuni(a very good friend of mine) for suggesting me this wonderful platform. Thankyou my girl…. with loads and loads of love….

I belong to a Joint family and we are 18 members in our family. During my childhood days, I use to maintain a diary in which I use to note down my daily activities, my feelings, my emotions as I wanted to capture these movements and save it as memories. But unexpectedly, my book was missing suddenly and I stopped writing it for few days. Later on, I got to know that my book was stolen and was secretly read by my cousins. I felt very nervous as the book reads all those personal things of mine. School days was fun. Our friends teasing each other , making fun out of , laughing out aloud, sharing snacks, bitching behind, crying for things of no sense, stealing pens, pencils, and what not, copying in examinations, helping friends, preparing chits, imitating teachers, maintaining groups, crush talks and all these are a good memories  and also a lovely part of life of every individual with a little buttery melodrama and too very dramatic. I use to write every incident in my diary and also read it when I feel low. I'm a very silent and ambitious girl who wants to make my parents proud of me. As far as I remember, Combined studies with my fellow gang was a super hitting memories. We use to meet at my friends house, complete our homework stuff and then comes the important part that is moments filled with laughter's and emotions a complete relaxation part of the day. It was like a kind of Yoga and meditation and we use to feel completely fresh and warming. Moving on to the main stuff  I was completely disturbed and was in agony since the day my diary was read by my cousins. They started making fun of me. Since then I stopped writing diary. I use to hide myself from them always. I was going through a guilt that I could not even manage a simple diary of mine which mainly describes me. I could not even share my stuff with my friends as I could not trust anyone. Being me to myself is also a problem in this mighty world. These things has made me even way stronger from inside. I can now feel free to share my thoughts through my new friend “Candle monk”. This will indirectly makes me energetic and healthy as I could not control my emotions within me for a longer time. Moreover I personally feel that sharing our personal stuff to a stranger is way better than sharing it with our near and dear ones(Self relief). There is a saying ki    “Apne apne ni hothe hei, girgiit ki taraah apne rang badal dethe hei”   meaning "The one who is our very near and dear ones keeps changing from time to time, just as a Chameleon does. I'm literally screaming within me. This can even add colors into my life just by keeping me engaged in learning something new everyday instead wasting my time in unworthy stuff. Looking forward for many positive surprises, a long way ahead. Happy here after…….. Long way ahead….. yeahhhhhhhhhhh………………………

This much is enough for today…. and also guys so sorry if I was boring. I promise to get back with quite interesting stuff everyday. Just was way Curious and over-whelmed. Need your valued support guys. Loads and Loads of love for reading my blog. will get back with new interesting blog very soon.. Meanwhile keep safe safe.. Byeeeee……