Everytime i pick up my pen,
All I want to do is,
Write about my heart and soul,
Write about you,
I have immortalized you,
With the ink of my heart.
I am eternally yours,
Each lifetime from the start…
Here is when I decided to move on in life forgetting the past hoping for miracle.Miracle for me is to find love ,genuine love which is very hard to find these days.
I had 2 people I was chatting with one is Abullais and one is Arfath…Abullais is a year older than me and arfath is 4 years older than me.Abullais was studying 3rd yr mbbs when I met him now he completed it.
Abullais is a scorpio man…definitely possessive,manipulative, obsessive,hard to be loved. After few months of chatting we decided to meet in person.
Arfath (a crab man) had completed his mbbs and was an intern when I met him now he has graduated and serving as doctor for covid patients in a private hospital till his neet for M.D gets cleared.
And I am Zarah ,pursuing M.sc in Mathematics. I am a cancerian♋ woman.
Even Arfath had asked to meet.So I decided to meet both of them and know them.As it was lockdown my mom didn't allow me to go out.
FINALLY, I got a chance to go out on my friend's marriage and I planned to meet Arfath at 4.30 that day ..we decided a place where he had to wait for me at the prescribed time coz I didn't had my own cell. I would contact him before leaving with a friend's cell.
So it was my friend's wedding but due to lockdown it ended around 2p.m so what would I do till 4.30? I messaged Abullais to meet me at 2.30 and yes we met .We talked sitting somewhere road one side covered by trees and otherside by water.
And later I asked him to drop me at a destined place by 4.30p.m...Then I took my scooty to go back home,because I was not feeling well to meet Arfath now, nor I had cell to tell him,I just went home...but my mom reaches from duty at 8.30 then I messaged Arfath to know if he had come.
Yes he had come and waited around an hour and went back...he had even made a video which he me which he made at place I had asked him to wait ....well yeah I must have not done that ...Arfath has a big heart he forgave me and I promised to meet him next time .
So you guys read my next post which I will upload soon for what happened for the first time I met Arfath💕
